sha la la la la la

End of the year...
looking back, looking forward...
just looking seems good enough right now.
momentarily lowering the shields....
whether you are still around fighting this curse
whether you are resting in peace,
this one is for you...
thank you for being my little peek into happiness



and if you are gone... i hope that it is as soothing as you described to me the first time you died...
:)  i remember your words.... "and suddenly the excruciating pain was back and ...so was life..."


Au revoir!